I leave tomorrow for Fairbanks - my big vacation of the year. As is rather typical of me, my vacation will be filled with classes - 10 Cabaret classes; 8 piano/keyboard improv classes; 2 classes on copyright and royalty provisions for creative artists; and 2 Cabaret performances. It will also be filled with meeting up with old friends.
I am looking forward to the trip - at least I think I am. I always wonder if I am good enough for all of it. Am I good enough to perform in Cabaret without making a complete fool of myself? Am I good enough to learn about improv piano without completely destroying my image of myself? Am I good enough to even worry about copyright and royalty stuff - why bother, when no one cares anyway? And, finally, am I a good enough friend to my friends who are there for me?
Will I ever feel good enough for what I am?
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